As someone has suffered personally and through loved ones the one piece of advice I would give is if you are offered help, take it. The people you care about also care about you.
During Covid I had to put someone in an ambulance knowing that I couldn't go with them due to restrictions and they're doing well now.
The light at the end of the tunnel isn't always a train, but even if it is we live in the UK. Its bound to be cancelled.
Hi Legz, I think someone mentioned earlier up the thread, think about you for a change, I know it's probably alien to you, but just try and go with it.