Ever wished you were dead?

Yes, there are some of us still awake here, granted I'm at work so its difficult to fall asleep tbf.

Stick with us please, just been reading the latest on your earlier thread.

A lot of people on here care about you.
 
Morning Aet, just checking in, hope you managed some sleep. Let us know how you are today x
 
I don’t want to be here
Hate my job
Hate where I live
Am lonely.
Apart from that life’s fexking brilliant.

I went out in the middle of the night with the intention of deliberately crashing my car
 
I'm not going to pretend I have the answers and a magic secret that makes it all better, I don't. I've gone into minor details about my own struggles, and it is *****, and difficult, and some days really are just concentrating on minute to minute, step by step.
But you do the right thing, you come on here to talk, to ask for help and you get it, people willing to listen, people with advice. It might not seem much now, but 1 day you will realise how that openess and bravery helped you fight your battles.
And the fact that you set out to do something deliberate but didn't proves that deep down, even if you don't consciously realise it, there is something there, inside you, wanting to win that battle. Keep going Aet, we're all with you, every bumpy step of the way x
 
AET, where do you live mate?

If you're in Teesside and fancy a coffee or a pint some time, shout up. I can listen to you or if you'd prefer I can waffle on to you about Boro for an hour. Whatever you like.

You're not alone, I promise you're not. Just ask mate.
 
MoggasDog said:
How did it go?
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Counsellor didn’t turn up.

Reckoned she got stuck in traffic, tried to call me but couldn’t get through.

I waited half an hour and because I’d heard nothing I went home. Then she Turned it round on me for not calling her before I left. Even though I don’t think I had her number.

As if I wasn’t anxious enough.

I have no idea where she was coming from but I do know the A47 has been closed all day.
 
Aet290204 said:
Counsellor didn’t turn up.

Reckoned she got stuck in traffic, tried to call me but couldn’t get through.

I waited half an hour and because I’d heard nothing I went home. Then she Turned it round on me for not calling her before I left. Even though I don’t think I had her number.

As if I wasn’t anxious enough.

I have no idea where she was coming from but I do know the A47 has been closed all day.
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That's disgraceful treatment, mate. Angry on your behalf. Keep insisting on getting help, none of this is your fault.
 
HarryVegas said:
That's disgraceful treatment, mate. Angry on your behalf. Keep insisting on getting help, none of this is your fault.
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I’m massively p133ed off about it.
Unfortunately I have to give her the benefit of the doubt.
Mobile coverage can be patchy round here but even so.
Have to wait a fortnight now. Just worried I’ll have a turn for the worse. Does anyone care? Who knows eh. It doesn’t seem like it at times and I felt belittled.
 
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